I'm being a stupid bitch right now.
I can't at least get a comment with my favorite 2 words
"Fucking Amazing"
My art is a piece of shit?
I'm seriously jealous... I don't belong here...
Why am I even here...?
I want at least a amazing artist or someone who requests me for a drawing...
at least, AT LEAST, I want "Fucking amazing" in there...

"I've been so fucking sad lately.
Everytime my friends show me these amazing artists and their amazing art. Makes me fucking sad, worthless, and making me draw worser, this is how much worse I draw now.
No, you can not make it up to me amazing artists.
You say I'm jealous, thats true, I've been practicing since I was 2, I'm 11. And now look how worse I draw now.
Look at her hands, eyes, and body. Looks so disfunctioned.
And I hate it... ;-;
At least I want a "Oh my goddd!!!! THIS IS SO CUTE/AWESOME!!!" when I do a request.
but all I get is "Awww, thanks, it looks nice!"
why do I get that? I deserve more. Some say I'm a awesome artist, but when this person request that.
"Thanks" What the heck... I want more... ;-;
When my friends request a drawing from a amazing artist they go: "-SQEAULS- AAAAAHHH!!! SO FUCKING AWESOME THANK YOU, X100000 THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
when you request me for that, I dont get the same thing.
so friends...



Are you lying to me...?

You... Don't like my drawing that you request...?

Or is it...
I'm not worth... Of being here... "
quote from my Cream drawing.